what a great mlk day...which had nothing to do with mlk

for those who don't know, every year in january the sundance film festival is held in park city, utah. for 10 days tons of indie films are premiered and lots of great music is heard by all. last night ashton and i went, and had an amazing time. we were going to see a film premiere, but ever so greatly sweet talked our way into a couple concerts instead. john rzeznik, of the goo goo dolls, performed along with damien rice, who i love. it was incredible! also, we ran into nora zehetner, jill hennessy, christopher mcdonald, wynona judd (yeah, i know), and kevin bacon. all in all it was a dang good night.

john rzeznik of the goo goo dolls

damien rice

damien rice

damien rice

park city sundance heaven

ashton and myself

Cold Turkey?

I have a tendency to want to hold on to all relationships...However short they might have been. I'm not sure where that comes from, or why I'm plagued with it. But it doesn't fare well with me. I usually get burned even more. I realize when people couldn't care less if we still talked. But it still gets to me. I can't do anything to change people's minds. Yet I continue to try. Only digging a bigger hole. Which. I never seem to climb out of. I wish I was able to just "let go". That I had the capacity to forget people who have entered my life. I was once told to "leave a person better than you found them". At least I try